‘stop it, baby. You know when you touch me like that, it turns me on’, I said in a cooing voice.
I still remember that night like it was just a few hours ago. Every touch felt heavenly and I didn’t want it to end. But it just had to. You see I have to remain faithful to him. How would he feel if when he came back for me, he’d meet me in the arms of another man? And not just in the arms but in da arms!
I left that night without looking back. You see, I love this guy with all my heart and I don’t want to hurt his feelings or mine. We are not married to each other. The prince of my castle is not exactly around and I didn’t think it bad to give myself to another.
It’s like you don’t understand. Do you know why I walked away from that blissful moment without looking back? It was because he (the guy) had not yet put a ring on my finger. He has not yet honored me by taking me to the altar. He’s the one I want to marry but until then, how will I explain to my Master (I mean Christ) that I couldn’t help my emotions?
I’m learning a deeper meaning of being chaste. It is not about keeping your body till your wedding night alone. It is about remembering that your body is a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable, your reasonable service. I sound preachy right? I sound like one of those goody-two shoes that don’t know how to catch their fun. It’s a big lie, farthest from it. When he looks at me, I get goose bumps, when he pecks my fore head; I wish he could move lower. After all, he’s the one. But it’s not about me or him. It’s about the Prince of my castle (my Lord and Savior).
No one is trying to rub it into your face, if you’ve gone those nine yards. It’s what you believe right now that matters. Are you ready to stay faithful, because I know a MAN that will keep you if you do. I know someone who will remind you that He took his time to craft you-spirit, soul and body and therefore, you can wait. Even when you have to wait forever (till you land in His presence). I know He will encourage you to wait if ‘you love Him’ (that’s what they always say abi? Lol).
